I do want to be unique

I do not want to be unique.

I want to be happy as I am

I want to be happy with what I am doing

Why it is so hard

I am sneaking around some lives of people who look happy and pretending that I am not interested in as not following their SNS.

That is all I can do for keeping my worthless self-esteem from nothing.

FUCK! I do not like myself.